Finally......

One reason I resisted blogging is it would be just one more thing to keep track of. I don't even think my friends view regularly. Then I remembered I am doing this for me and my journaling purposes not for others. I changed my title to " i will survive" because survival mode is where i am at. i am so tired and frustrated with parenting and feeling like a failure all the time. thus my new mantra is, "i will survive". maybe tomorrow or next month or next year i will gain a surging sense of confidence and feel like doing more than merely surviving but for today that's where it's at. still can't find the hookups for the digital so i continue to host a pictureless blog- boring. my favorite item on blogs are the pictures. i'll keep looking. well off to read a really great parenting book, titled, "Siblings without Rivalry". Suggestions will sound fantastic in theory, in practice, well that's a whole nother ball game......