Saturday, January 26, 2008

Finally......

One reason I resisted blogging is it would be just one more thing to keep track of. I don't even think my friends view regularly. Then I remembered I am doing this for me and my journaling purposes not for others. I changed my title to " i will survive" because survival mode is where i am at. i am so tired and frustrated with parenting and feeling like a failure all the time. thus my new mantra is, "i will survive". maybe tomorrow or next month or next year i will gain a surging sense of confidence and feel like doing more than merely surviving but for today that's where it's at. still can't find the hookups for the digital so i continue to host a pictureless blog- boring. my favorite item on blogs are the pictures. i'll keep looking. well off to read a really great parenting book, titled, "Siblings without Rivalry". Suggestions will sound fantastic in theory, in practice, well that's a whole nother ball game......

3 comments:

Marne said...

You are so right Ami. That is why I blog. #1, it is an outlet for me. I enjoy it. #2, I am doing it for me, for my family, to record memories.

Don't get too down...I yelled at mu kids today if that makes you feel better. :)

Torrie said...

What fun would that be if we were all perfect mothers? Impatience keeps things interesting right? RIGHT?! Ami, you are a fantastic mother and I look up to you more than you will ever know. Keep up the good work!

Mayra C said...

I'm new at blogging, but I'm not new to mothering. So from my experience with the children in my life, I'd like to tell you that it's all a phase... a beautiful journey with ups and maybe a lot of downs. Keep the faith and as long as the intention to love them is there, then you're doing a great job! peace.